as years gone by

Dancing class huh, who knew i would ever be there to join them
not even myself.
the teacher had been waiting for 10 years, i'm so touched.
and so.... i'm in.
old friends are better than new friends, i suppose...
there's a unique feeling when u get together with them

five of us, apart.
school, homework, exam, life, on our own.
chin woo, d only place we can meet every week. have fun, catch up with each other.
after all, being 11 years of friends...
Michelle, Pei Ru, Sue Yi, Jer Syuen and me
i don't know how long will this last
i don't know if u will still remember me in the future, or say hi to me when you ever see me
though some of you had been mine
some are still mine
but i will remember you, always, for being my friends

Best isn't best anymore

u are my best friend and will always be
i doubt if i'm urs too?
u claim i am, but i don't feel anything about it
because deep inside my heart i know, i can never be...
just to see you, i look for you whenever i have time
u came to see me too! once in a blue moon
eventhough i'm so close to u
when u came into my class, i feel excited to see you here
and sad coz i'm not the one u're looking for but someone else
maybe i'm a zygote and too small to be seen?
all i wanted is just a hi or a smile, if u're willing to give me any of those
coz u can just pass me by without noticing me, twice, in just 5 minutes
u cannot hear me even if i shout at ur name out loud till everyone's staring at me, i'm mad
maybe studying is all u love, nothing else including me.
it's a sad thing but some how it happens between us
if u want to save this, let me know
if u want to give up, i guess i'll just have to learn to let go

Pissed...no Peace?

Pissed!
physics is driving me crazy.

maths and peka were awfully not awesome.

hate u, wanna slap u on ur face! and yeah, i do hate you.

thanks Lydia Cheah for being pissed off today TOO *high five*

SCREW THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Madness >.>

i tell u
i will not listen to u no matter what, UNLESS i choose to
u can do nothing to me
and i won't let u do anything to me
u FISH OFF coz u make me FISHING MAD
maybe coz u're already mad
DON'T SPREAD THE MADNESS PLEASE
i don't wanna get ur mad-horse disease
this is not a right way to spread ur madness
JUST FISH OFF please
if u don't, i'll fish u someday

Sports DAY

SPORTS DAY WAS SO SO SO FREAKING AWESOME!

I'm LOVIN IT~!!!!!!!!!!

迷茫

窗外下着雨，滴滴答答，就似此刻心情。

我是枯树上的一片枯叶，被雨打着打着，落在地上，离开仅有的依靠。

担心害怕，却没有勇气，没有目标，没有方向，只好顺着雨水漂流，漂往迷茫的世界。

特别的心情

今天心情很特别，有点惆怅，有点忧郁，不知道该做什么好，没有目标，提不起劲儿。
假期前的某天也抱有同样的心情。
原来这是预感，果然没错。
为何有这样的心情？我大概明白了。

遇见你的预感，遇见你的心情。

愤！

为什么？为什么要这样？

太婆八十九岁大寿，我却因为上课不能出席。明知道我不能出席，我一再拜托你替我拍些照片给我看，你说你会，结果没有，你说没空，我没办法。你回来时，一直炫耀那里多热闹，那里那么多美食吃，叔公的小孙女又多么的可爱。照片呢？一张都没有。你什么意思啊？明知道我好几年没见到他们了，对他们的思念你知道吗？你不知道。表面上好像什么都知道，其实都是一知半解。对不起，我不想让你完全进入我世界。你了解我那么一点就好，我也不想让你了解太多。

那几个姑婆，很厉害是吗？贪吃到死，没见过美食是吗？！好吃的食物，有必要通通打包完，剩下那区区两块吗？姑婆就是姑婆，我无言！

姓陈的，你们有多幸福，你们知道吗？外面大把人连吃饭都困难，你们就不能惜福吗？有的吃又吵，没得吃又闹，若有一天我外婆发生什么事就有你们好看！！！我外婆那么大把年纪，还要服侍你们这些三八的人，不烦才怪，你们知不知羞耻啊？这样欺负我外婆老人家，你们有没有良心啊？

还有你们这几个兄弟，就不能和和睦睦吗？一天到晚斗来斗去，很爽吗？那么丢脸的事都做得出。你这个大哥怎么做的，那么老了还要欺负弟弟。害到弟弟跟你赌气，现在什么节日都不到，连新年都看不到整家人的人影。很爽是吗？不知道你这个大哥怎么想东西的。。。

Childish

我讨厌A, B, C, D
E, F, G, H 讨厌我
讨厌我是吗？告诉我原因啦！不要暗地在那里耍手段！几岁了哦？简直幼稚到极点！

swimmy :)

okay okay okay! i admit. U ARE A PRO, get it????!

TEACHER SAID WE COULD JUMP ALONE. ALONEEE!!!!!!!
n that is what we are proud of :D

There were times my goggles fell off, ran out of breathe, hit my belly, drank some water, choked myself and kind of drowned. n of course shouting and screaming and laughing about! can't blame it, that was only my THIRD time xD

I jumped, I dived, I swam, I sink, I float, I choked, I laughed!

Eventually, yea…my skin got darker, n I think I got sunburnt…

you: i wanna get up edi…my skin is getting darker…

me: why do you care? U’RE ALREADY SO DARK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Someday I’ll be d same TT
I WILL CATCH YOU AND CHOKE YOU with chlorine water! xD

NEXT WEEK’S AIM: TOUCH D 14 FEET GROUND WITH MY OWN STRENGTH AND BREATHE AND FEET!

Pull me down if I can’t reach d ground :)

thr's always another reason

Made a new friend whose name i don't know

Made a new friend whose name i never got...

Yesterday in 千人宴：

I was suppose to see ks, too bad ks didn't turn up. ks was suppose to bring me to my friends if I found ks. unfortunately, miracles never happen. I saw almost all of my friends but ks. Funny eh?

conversation between new friend - unknown prefect, me, sis, zhen bang, shook kwan

me: hi! 你好！你们在这里站岗啊？

Zb n sk: 是啊，做么你在这里的？

Me: 我来看我表妹表演嘛！

Zb n sk: ooh~

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

Sis: 姐～要回去了没有，我想回去～

Me: o…你先回去啦！

Sis: 还是不要啦…

Me: =.=

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

up：eh, 你们的坐位在哪里，回去坐，不要站在这边。

Sis: huh~姐～要走了

Me:我才不要走，你先回去啦！

Sis: 哦. =(

××××××××× (few mins later) ×××××××××

Sis: eh, 姐～我回来了！

up: O_O

Me: 哦.

Sis to up: 我回来了！

Up: *laughs*

sis: 等下他赶我走怎么办?

me: aiya,不用管他啦(continue watching performance)

up: *laughs again*

(prefect goes away.....prefect comes back)

Up: 我回来了！

Me n sis: hahahahahaha

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

Me: 我先回去，等下回来。

Sis：huh？ 哦，快点回来～

Me：okay

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

me: (came back) 我回来了！

Sis: eh! 要报到的！！！

Me: huh？？？ 向谁报到?

Sis: neh~那个学长咯！

Me: huh? O…我回来了！

Up: *laughs*

Zb n sk: 你们认识的啊？

Me: huh?! 我不认识他的

Sk: 跟他做朋友咯！

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

(A prefect speaking to this unknown prefect)

Me: eh, 刚才你的上司骂你啊？

Up：没有啊,他称赞我啦。

Me: 做么他称赞你？

Up: 他称赞我无端端认识两个朋友咯！

Me: hahaha

Up: haha

Hey unknown prefect, ur so funny, wat’s ur name?

D:

"A little disappointment + regret + sadness"

in fact, not a little, quite a lot...
what to do? keep going on?
tired...exhausted...
well, there's nothing much left behind...
but i can't see the future either...

D:
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sunshine.

i'll be fine...
i've got a pocketful of sunshine.

:)

HATE! vs LOVE?

i hate being aimless
i hate being lonely
i hate having so little time
i hate failing exams again and again
i hate falling asleep in class
i hate being worried at all times
i hate being anxious for no reason
i hate it when i don't understand a word

the teacher says ESPECIALLY MATHS
i hate being lazy
i hate doing homework
i hate to be tired
i hate to be lonely
i hate eating lemons
i hate being banned from facebook
i hate being hated
i hate being mean
i hate annoying people
i hate people who hates me
i hate hating
i hate myself. :)

i love my friends
i love my family?

i love to learn
i love to chat
i love to collect keychains
i love to do silly stuff
i love to admire
i love travelling
i love to hang out with my friends
i love to read
i love being friendly
i love being nice
i love being good
i love listening to music
i love listening to people
i love wandering
i love dreaming
i love sleeping
i love loving
i love myself. :)

hols. resolutions?

ahem ahem... i'm back!...yea, FINALLY

well, school's OKAY (=P to ppl i tsk tsk, yes especially that DUMMY)

i miss marsella, xin yi, n charmaine n cheryl 1 n cheryl 2.

life has been miserable, really.

things i tried to do during hols:

1. GAIN WEIGHT!!!

2. sleep early =.=

3. read

4. watch tv

5. MOVIES =(

6. shopping

7. visiting friends

8....

9.....

10....

well, these were my goals, too bad i didn't achiev them =(

someone gave me a present as a reward (for exams), guess wat?!

i received a book......that's not the main point.

ahem ahem...*tsk*

TITLE: BEING A HAPPY TEEN

dang! am i not happy enough?!?!

maybe i should... well... SMILE EVERY TIME I SEE ANYBODY?

god. nice book. thanks for that...A. I.

wish me good luck on gaining weight, n growing tall.

shouyu, eventhough being TALL has the chances of BANGING INTO THINGS, i still wish i'd be taller.

;)