Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Cook it!

First home cooked dinner in NTU. That's right, spaghetti~~~
From 5 to 6 sth, we cut, chopped, fried, boiled, simmered, etc.
We were all so hungry because we skipped lunch that day...
By the time we finished cooking, they were already busy 'tasting' the food. xD
As a conclusion, fabulous meal with awesome friends on a perfect day.
Sweeeet!

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Caramel with Daddy

Baked caramel with dad, probably the last time spending time with him like this before I leave for SG. I love him so much and I will miss him for sure... :'(

Signs that square

Afraid of heights? You don't have to stay there. Just meet up there from time to time, and he'll be prepared to meet you, too, from time to time, on the earth and in the realm of the heart.

No-thing

Play it cool, it's no big deal...

Friday, July 19, 2013

So far so good

Lalalalala 9000!
in 204 days!
the meaning of =3= is not what you think it is

Monday, July 15, 2013

新一页

一切落幕后,就必须赶紧把自身抽离。没有必要停留,抑或徘徊。一切已成为过往,何苦纠缠过去?人总得往前看。好好做个结束,我们还得迎接新的开始呢!

Friday, July 12, 2013

Ugly truth, facts and laws.

As you grow up, the truth of the universe reveals one by one before your eyes. The facts are so ugly and heartbreaking to accept. It's not that the world turns ugly as you grow up. It has always been this ugly just that we didn't realize it would be that ugly. Dear child, one day you will understand ...I'm sure you will...

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Shades

I still jump when i see my reflection...

蜕变这一回事

今年真的是太多感触了。去年开始,人生就这样一点一点地发生了变化。在学校的最后一年直到现在,我经历了好多好多事情。去年,我的好朋友读了几个月后打算读IB。这个仓促的决定,让我有些懊恼。好朋友突然离校,我已经不能留在我的comfort zone 了。我必须大胆一点认识不熟的朋友。后来慢慢的,人也比较放得开了,朋友多了许多,原来一直以来都是自己不够主动。谢谢这位好朋友,让我见识另一个世界,多了许多体验,还多了那么多要好的同班同学。年尾毕业后在学校办的第一届学术执委培训营也是另一个在我人生当中相当重要的活动。我们一起经历过许许多多的事情,解决难题,熬夜筹备活动、开会,大家在整个活动的筹备过程中忙得不亦乐乎,后来还结交了几个死党和好朋友。不但如此,营里发生的许多事情都让我毕生难忘,在短时间内经历了相当多的第一次,可以说中学生涯没什么遗憾了。后来营结束后,大家还有联络,简直是太棒了。说到这里,当然要谢谢营的主席,真的很感谢你让我有机会为这个营付出,在我的中学生涯画上了完美的句点。新的一年来了,开学的那几天回校办事的时候偶遇去年的同班同学。眼见他们穿得那么正式,当下真的呆了,原来都当了临教。我有点羡慕,又觉得不可思议。缘分是一个很奇妙的东西,在好朋友的邀约下,一起回校当了英文临教。回母校当临教的感觉刚开始的时候有些奇怪,但是依然很棒。一廉、二智和二敏是我教的三个班级。由于教语文科,所以班级不多。从一开始为了划清界限,所以很少跟学生交流。虽然很想跟他们打成一片,可是还是有所顾忌,因为师生到最后还是师生。直到新老师来了,我也知道离开他们的日子不远了,我才开始放开自己,和他们多交流。不知不觉,我也成了学生的一分子,回到以前做学生的时代,和他们一起疯一起玩,管他什么老师不老师的,好好享受剩余教书的日子。说真的,做老师有苦有乐,控班改作业改作文出平测改考卷开会是教书的考验,乐的当然是学生明白自己教什么考好成绩和一起玩一起癫的时候,那时候,形象顾不了也不顾了,尽情地玩。离职的日子终于到来,虽然不用进班,可是一大堆的作业和作文还是得改完,真让人喘不过气来。一个星期后,我不再在中华出没,离职信也交了。教了三个多月的书,背的课,赶的作业,突然间与我无关了。我必须将自己抽离。很快的,我和亲戚打工,换了个环境,还考了驾照。时间飞逝啊!中学生涯里一直都在忙学业,没时间去了解自己,发掘自己的需要、优点和缺点。毕业后总算有时间看看自己,关心自己。毕业后从学生变成临教,再从临教变成学生们的朋友+学长学姐,现在就快去大学念书了 。在这一年的日子里,经历了很多事情,思想和性格方面也因此不断地改变,有时候真的觉得自己负荷不来自己的改变。现在离到新加坡读书的日子也不远了,装备自己,准备重新出发吧。

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Such Good Luck

I was sitting at the back, watching him capturing moments of victory of the champions with his camera. It was lunch time and there was nothing for me to eat. I caught hold of him and patted his head. He was kinda surprised. I told him to wait for me. I decided to tag him along and hunt for food. I ended up following him all the way to his car. It was drizzling, we ran to his car, still no clue what to grab for lunch. It was decided that we go to mid valley. First time sitting in that car, it feels well, nice. With OneRepublic music playing in the car, I listened to him singing along. Nice voice he has got. We drove to mid valley, my heartbeat was definitely normal though, just a tiny bit of anxiety or awkwardness. And then we parked our car, headed to food court and had our lunch. I received 2 missed calls from Zhi Shen. I knew he must have seen me somewhere, so we went to look for him after lunch. We introduced ourselves and made friends with each other. We walked and chatted. Everyone got along quite well. I began to feel relaxed now. After that he drove back to Bukit Jalil. On the way back, we had a great time. We laughed, chatted and teased each other. He even showed me the condo. The awkwardness was all gone. This time much more comfortable, just like old pals who have known each other for years. We make such good friends. Back at the stadium, we sat one seat apart. And then we discussed and talked about the run. At the end of the sports day, I couldn't bring myself to ask him to take a picture together, I was still shy. When he left, he saluted me. I gave a wave back. And there he goes, disappearing into the crowd...
the 2nd time since we first met last dec :)

第三次运动会

跑得快,跳得高!
运动健儿们帅呆了!xD

Friday, July 5, 2013

Ponytail

My first ponytail, after six-so-hard-to-wait years 
Feeling soooo happpyyy 
:D

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Sweet specs

Professional optician with sincere attitude :)

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

lai, sifu

okay lo
okay lo
okay lo

hahaha.... so easy to annoy you 

Ohana

I thought I didn't love my parents but I was wrong, I do love them, in a more traditional way I suppose. :)

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Crazy rhymes

An unexpected line that lights you up and leaves you smiling away :)
Doe a deer a female deer
Sxxx jxx va a crazy va

Roller Coaster

The emotions transform from time to time, sometimes loneliness strikes and you feel like nobody gives a damn. Even those who suffer much more than you do doesn't make you feel any less terrible. You wait and wait for time to pass, keep yourself busy thinking you can get rid of those negative emotions and whatever that is bugging you all the time will eventually be solved. And suddenly, the critical period is over, you chose to accept what you think it is, the reality. The lonely feeling starts to fade. You're all okay, you're all good. You're good, I'm good.

Monday, July 1, 2013

Sleep tight

After a few sleepless nights with nightmares, I hope tonight I'll have a good night's sleep. Nites and sweet dreams peeps :)

人生如梦

我沉迷在梦里,不肯清醒。。。
明知道梦里的痛苦,睁开眼睛一切就会像泡沫一样化为乌有。可是我选择紧闭双眼,像追看连续剧一样紧张接下来在梦里会发生什么事。是迷上痛苦的滋味?还是为了逃避现实生活的枷锁?虽然梦里是苦的,但心里知道这不是真实的苦,梦醒了就不痛苦了。因此,在梦里就算多么痛苦也不怕,还冒着探险的精神去探索下去。试问你敢去面对、去探索现实生活中的痛苦吗?