Best isn't best anymore

u are my best friend and will always be
i doubt if i'm urs too?
u claim i am, but i don't feel anything about it
because deep inside my heart i know, i can never be...
just to see you, i look for you whenever i have time
u came to see me too! once in a blue moon
eventhough i'm so close to u
when u came into my class, i feel excited to see you here
and sad coz i'm not the one u're looking for but someone else
maybe i'm a zygote and too small to be seen?
all i wanted is just a hi or a smile, if u're willing to give me any of those
coz u can just pass me by without noticing me, twice, in just 5 minutes
u cannot hear me even if i shout at ur name out loud till everyone's staring at me, i'm mad
maybe studying is all u love, nothing else including me.
it's a sad thing but some how it happens between us
if u want to save this, let me know
if u want to give up, i guess i'll just have to learn to let go

Pissed...no Peace?

Pissed!
physics is driving me crazy.

maths and peka were awfully not awesome.

hate u, wanna slap u on ur face! and yeah, i do hate you.

thanks Lydia Cheah for being pissed off today TOO *high five*

SCREW THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Madness >.>

i tell u
i will not listen to u no matter what, UNLESS i choose to
u can do nothing to me
and i won't let u do anything to me
u FISH OFF coz u make me FISHING MAD
maybe coz u're already mad
DON'T SPREAD THE MADNESS PLEASE
i don't wanna get ur mad-horse disease
this is not a right way to spread ur madness
JUST FISH OFF please
if u don't, i'll fish u someday

Sports DAY

SPORTS DAY WAS SO SO SO FREAKING AWESOME!

I'm LOVIN IT~!!!!!!!!!!

迷茫

窗外下着雨，滴滴答答，就似此刻心情。

我是枯树上的一片枯叶，被雨打着打着，落在地上，离开仅有的依靠。

担心害怕，却没有勇气，没有目标，没有方向，只好顺着雨水漂流，漂往迷茫的世界。

特别的心情

今天心情很特别，有点惆怅，有点忧郁，不知道该做什么好，没有目标，提不起劲儿。
假期前的某天也抱有同样的心情。
原来这是预感，果然没错。
为何有这样的心情？我大概明白了。

遇见你的预感，遇见你的心情。

愤！

为什么？为什么要这样？

太婆八十九岁大寿，我却因为上课不能出席。明知道我不能出席，我一再拜托你替我拍些照片给我看，你说你会，结果没有，你说没空，我没办法。你回来时，一直炫耀那里多热闹，那里那么多美食吃，叔公的小孙女又多么的可爱。照片呢？一张都没有。你什么意思啊？明知道我好几年没见到他们了，对他们的思念你知道吗？你不知道。表面上好像什么都知道，其实都是一知半解。对不起，我不想让你完全进入我世界。你了解我那么一点就好，我也不想让你了解太多。

那几个姑婆，很厉害是吗？贪吃到死，没见过美食是吗？！好吃的食物，有必要通通打包完，剩下那区区两块吗？姑婆就是姑婆，我无言！

姓陈的，你们有多幸福，你们知道吗？外面大把人连吃饭都困难，你们就不能惜福吗？有的吃又吵，没得吃又闹，若有一天我外婆发生什么事就有你们好看！！！我外婆那么大把年纪，还要服侍你们这些三八的人，不烦才怪，你们知不知羞耻啊？这样欺负我外婆老人家，你们有没有良心啊？

还有你们这几个兄弟，就不能和和睦睦吗？一天到晚斗来斗去，很爽吗？那么丢脸的事都做得出。你这个大哥怎么做的，那么老了还要欺负弟弟。害到弟弟跟你赌气，现在什么节日都不到，连新年都看不到整家人的人影。很爽是吗？不知道你这个大哥怎么想东西的。。。