:)

spending time on something you like to do is the best feeling ever! 
the rain makes me think of the happy memories we all had together once ago... 
the only umbrella we had... 

since you left school, i felt lonely for weeks. i'm so afraid that i couldn't cope with my school life without my best friend. and now you're gone, i opened up myself to the class, making new friends, and that's when all the joy started to fill my heart again. thank you for making me independent, thank you so much for helping me in many ways. i appreciate everything you have done for me ;) may our friendship last forever and ever...

Past is Past

I shall take those breath-taking moments and beautiful memories with me, and leave those sad ones behind. There's so much more to explore, so much more to find out. So, life just goes on and on and on......

We once proudly said we were professional procrastinators... In the end I found out, I was the only one procrastinating, not you, for you are already way ahead of me... hehes :]

Don't worry, be happy. ;)

Whoa~!

I call it...... 
THE SHINY, GLITTERY FULL MOON! 

xD

Sweet

The scent of rose all the way back home :)

ASDF

Please jangan pura-pura tak see me kay, you know I hate it, I really hate it and it really hurts me. Sometimes I wonder are we friends or we just weren't friends at the very beginning. You kind of hurt me, i don't think you ever noticed anyway. Yeah, if you want to do this, don't stop me, u wanted it that way, so don't blame me afterthat. I am warning you. Damn you!

Someone has no time for me, I'm starting to get tired. When I'm too tired, I'll be letting go. when I let go, there'll be hardly any chance to reverse. You are getting me used to be without you, and sadly, I'm starting to get used to be without you. Hell! I don't want this to happen. It's coming to an end i know...

Well, after all I'm just a noone. D marathon was okay, I just wasn't prepared. I'm never prepared for anything, up till now. I feel really useless. And now, I'm back, being my own self, shutting up, sitting at the corner, waiting for everybody to pass me by and say 'hey, useless.' i can't help feeling lonely. Sometimes i wanna shout out ' leave me alone to die by myself here'. I hate that feeling, it's awful, it hurts. still, I don't know what the hell to do with myself and my life. And I ended up mourning everyday about how my life sucks and how my results suck .... There's no use I know, what am I suppose to do and where am I suppose to go? I'm lost, I don't know, I really don't know. Maybe I'm just tired, perhaps I'm really not prepared, maybe it's best for me to just sit down at d corner, perhaps I'm born to be by myself, maybe I should just stop thinking about nonsense, perhaps it's time, it's time to get my ass off the floor and run for my life, for my future, for myself, and the world.

as years gone by

Dancing class huh, who knew i would ever be there to join them
not even myself.
the teacher had been waiting for 10 years, i'm so touched.
and so.... i'm in.
old friends are better than new friends, i suppose...
there's a unique feeling when u get together with them

five of us, apart.
school, homework, exam, life, on our own.
chin woo, d only place we can meet every week. have fun, catch up with each other.
after all, being 11 years of friends...
Michelle, Pei Ru, Sue Yi, Jer Syuen and me
i don't know how long will this last
i don't know if u will still remember me in the future, or say hi to me when you ever see me
though some of you had been mine
some are still mine
but i will remember you, always, for being my friends

Best isn't best anymore

u are my best friend and will always be
i doubt if i'm urs too?
u claim i am, but i don't feel anything about it
because deep inside my heart i know, i can never be...
just to see you, i look for you whenever i have time
u came to see me too! once in a blue moon
eventhough i'm so close to u
when u came into my class, i feel excited to see you here
and sad coz i'm not the one u're looking for but someone else
maybe i'm a zygote and too small to be seen?
all i wanted is just a hi or a smile, if u're willing to give me any of those
coz u can just pass me by without noticing me, twice, in just 5 minutes
u cannot hear me even if i shout at ur name out loud till everyone's staring at me, i'm mad
maybe studying is all u love, nothing else including me.
it's a sad thing but some how it happens between us
if u want to save this, let me know
if u want to give up, i guess i'll just have to learn to let go