Jog-a-thon

There's jogathon in school today

Dad says i'm suppose to go to cheer or whatever and have fun

but i have class today

so...didn't make it

actually, i'm suppose to "jog" today

BUT due to my bone problems and my class today

i have to give up

i heard some of you have blisters, poor you guys

Lolz...

Wonder~

Sometimes i really wonder what life's all about
can anyone tell me?
I don't know anything
I know nothing
I'm waiting for someday to come
i don't know when
I'm waiting for someone to help me
i don't know who
I'm waiting for something to happen
i don't know what
Maybe life is just like a mystery?

L A Z Y

These few days in school very funny
I kept laughing and laughing in school
...someone thinks i'm too hyper
And...
my laziness brought me to disaster...AGAIN
today was a narrow escape
i managed tofinish my homework on the last period
n of course handed in my self to the teacher
this is the second time
i hope this will be the last time...Lolz
any drugs to cure laziness?

-u-

Hey dumb dumb
Gimme some gum gum
n some rum rum
n a bun bun
don’t u try to run run
I’ll hunt hunt
n shoot u with a gun gun
n u’ll go numb numb
then I’ll eat the yum yum
and have fun fun

I am?

I'm an angel
I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad as it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
Sometimes I’m not sure what color I am
I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
But I’ve got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I don’t know who I am
Can anyone tell me who i am?

ChANge

Things are getting more and more complicated
Things are changing
people are changing
everything in the world is changing
should I change too?
I dislike changes
I hate changes
is it time for a change?
should I change?
am I ready for it?

Roxy...miss you

I sure miss her a lot...
Today...someone came...some veterinarian...
He's going to take Roxy away from me...
Roxy will be injected for her deadly disease and go to heaven
Today will be the last time I see Roxy
Although she will be dead in a few hours, but she won’t die in my heart...never
Roxy has been my childhood pet in the past 14 years
I love her very much
I used to pat her everyday
I played with her everyday
I also share my deepest things in my life with her
But now, at this very moment
She will no longer be here...
I miss her
I just can’t control myself
tears roll down when I see her leave
I really miss her…
May she rest in peace…

Bankrupt~

Played monopoly with sis n couzzie
it was supposed to be fun
BUT....
i ended up bankrupt...which makes the whole game a crap
i don't wanna be bankrupt...
i don't wanna see my couzzie counting $500 notes over n over again
i don't wanna see sis laughing at me
please...
i think i won't be playing monopoly for quite some time...
until i get over it...

Couzzie makes you Cozy

Having a couzzie makes you feel great!
I mean...you do feel great if you have a great one...
In grandma's house now
spending time with couzzies makes you feel cozy
yes...
tonight i am spending time with mine
MONOPOLY THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT!!!
i'll sleep at 2am...haha...my target tonight
i'm so disobedient...
sleeping so late when mom's not around...
maybe this is what we call...teenage?
i don't know either
...back to monopoly with couzzie

Ways on how to spend time*only for reference*

1. Breathe
2. Stay online...as long as i can stand
3. Find something to eat...*munch*
4. Break my humerus to make me humorous...not funny if it's really broken...never try this
5. Go up and down the stairs for n times...
6. Read blogs upside down...
7. Look for strands of white hair in mine...
8. Listen to songs...
9. Tie 20 braids for cuzzie...
10. Complete my 3X3...*phatz thinks i am crazy...am i?*
11. Stare at my dog for 15 minutes...
12. Book tickets for movie...if there's any
13. Count my sister's clips...i think there's 1 under her bed
14. Play board games...with cuzzies and sis
15. Rearrange my clothes...
16. Open a book and slam it...
17. Count the stars...if there is any
18. Play computer games...
19. Scribble on walls and rub it off...
20. Watch tv...
21. Switch off the lights and turn them on again...
22. SMS...
23. Tear paper into bits...
24. Spill some milk on the floor and wipe it clean...
25. COUNTDOWN...sleep

CraP~

today is just.......CRAP
i hate lisan
i hate lisan
i hate lisan
i got so nervous until i had tummy ache
i was really really really really nervous...
urgh!!! i hate tummy ache...
it starts aching whenever i get nervous...EVERYTIME
i can't speak loudly in the class in front of everybody
that makes me sound like whispering to my ownself
and i hate that...very much indeed
i'm gonna fail in my lisan if i keep going on like this
who wants to save me???

Rain /l/l/l/l/l/l

Raining these days...
at the "perfect" timing...after school
walking in the rain...
lots and lots of thoughts came up to my mind...
i don't know what that fuss is all about...
keeping my brain "busy" for nothing
maybe that's just the feel i get whenever it rains...