Tuesday, August 24, 2010

as years gone by

Dancing class huh, who knew i would ever be there to join them
not even myself.

the teacher had been waiting for 10 years, i'm so touched.
and so.... i'm in.
old friends are better than new friends, i suppose...
there's a unique feeling when u get together with them

five of us, apart.
school, homework, exam, life, on our own.
chin woo, d only place we can meet every week. have fun, catch up with each other.
after all, being 11 years of friends...
Michelle, Pei Ru, Sue Yi, Jer Syuen and me
i don't know how long will this last
i don't know if u will still remember me in the future, or say hi to me when you ever see me
though some of you had been mine
some are still mine
but i will remember you, always, for being my friends

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Best isn't best anymore

u are my best friend and will always be
i doubt if i'm urs too?
u claim i am, but i don't feel anything about it
because deep inside my heart i know, i can never be...
just to see you, i look for you whenever i have time
u came to see me too! once in a blue moon
eventhough i'm so close to u
when u came into my class, i feel excited to see you here
and sad coz i'm not the one u're looking for but someone else
maybe i'm a zygote and too small to be seen?
all i wanted is just a hi or a smile, if u're willing to give me any of those
coz u can just pass me by without noticing me, twice, in just 5 minutes
u cannot hear me even if i shout at ur name out loud till everyone's staring at me, i'm mad
maybe studying is all u love, nothing else including me.
it's a sad thing but some how it happens between us
if u want to save this, let me know
if u want to give up, i guess i'll just have to learn to let go