Left to cool

Time changes things and in less than a month. Sad to say, the excitement is gone, the passion is gone, the unique feeling, the rush of adrenaline are gone, all gone. Sometimes, I don't even bother at all, I got tired having to speak first and looking for topics and discussion to chat about. You might be passive at first, but it's been so many days and I'm tired of this. Have I rushed into things so quickly that I ended up ruin things for what it should be? I can't help myself but to feel sorry for our friendship...